Week 1567
Number of new jobs started: 1.
Number of words added to Pilgrim: 0.
As expected.
See you next week!
Number of new jobs started: 1.
Number of words added to Pilgrim: 0.
As expected.
See you next week!
A rediscovery this week: when it comes to writing—specifically when it comes to making progress on a big piece of writing, like Pilgrim—there is an order-of-magnitude difference between a session of one or two hours and a session of three or four. There’s just something about that span. It’s the amount of time I need to load the program—it’s like the icon is still bouncing in the dock ’til hour two, and then… ta-da. I think it’s closely related to the difference between reading word-by-word and reading in flow. You know what I’m talking about: the words melt away, the movie plays. That’s the good stuff.
Working in a cafe helps me understand the difference. While the program is still loading, I am of course totally interested in my surroundings—faces and book-jackets and conversations overheard. But after hour two? I become, to my delight, the weird person in the room: oblivious to everything around me, lost in the screen, mouth moving silently. (Just a little bit.)
The point is: I managed several four-hour (and longer) writing sessions this week and they were hugely productive. What a joy.
(I don’t want to make it sound like ooh magical writing. It’s still mostly just banging things out and writing “[[X]]” when I can’t think of the right word or “[[SOMETHING]]” when I can’t think of the right… something. [You’ve never seen my roughest drafts; they’re full of these placeholders, like variables.] It’s just that, in the third hour and beyond, it all picks up speed dramatically—like I’ve finally escaped some gravity well.)
In other news.
I added a new tool this week: a simple logbook, not intended for idea-capture (that’s the iPhone) or reflection (that’s this) but rather the very basics: what I did and what I ate.

It is cheap and tiny (3″ × 5″) and entirely un-precious. All data, no poetry.
This week I fired up Xcode twice, vaguely intending to fiddle with the new iPad stuff, and then forced myself to shut it down immediately both times. Focus. There will be time for that later.
I start at Twitter on Tuesday! Hmm: how many four-hour writing sessions do you think I can pack in between now and then?
It’s been raining hard in San Francisco, and it lent the week a strange character; to me it seemed to pass sort of outside the normal stream of time. Like a pocket universe. A wet pocket universe. (Also, these things were on the loose.)
It was a good week for making memes. Stock and flow got wacky-incredible traction over at Snarkmarket and my post on instrumented reading made the rounds in the data viz world.
And if I’m right about stock and flow (who knows?) then some small fraction of those swarms got curious and made their way over to meet my stock—maybe Penumbra, maybe Scheme, maybe something else. Maybe one of those people is out there flipping through Scheme this very moment. It’s a delight to think so.
Another delight: it felt so good to put together that post on instrumented reading. I have been thinking about that idea, and imagining that very graph, for a year entire. Whew. Done. Exorcised.
I announced the Remix Fund winners this week and made the initial payouts. I like the feel of money flowing, even in small amounts. It feels healthy. Almost… metabolic. It’s a sign of life.
Releasing something new redeems even the lamest week; it’s a bit of a cheat, actually. I mean, how lame can it be if you released something? Not as lame as that other week where all you did was play Dragon Age, that’s for sure!
Though I didn’t give Gogomain the time it needed earlier this week, I made up for it on Friday and Saturday, and it’s on track for a full rough draft by tomorrow. My rough drafts are truly rough—not like those fake rough drafts that have been polished up for inspection. Over the years I’ve become pretty comfortable sharing stuff that still sucks, and at this point I think it’s a true strength. (See: Ed Catmull on sharing stuff that sucks at Pixar.)
Pilgrim abides. Did I mention I released something this week?
I still don’t have any routines; every day feels like it has to be invented fresh.
This week started with a strong push on Project Penumbra, but then got side-tracked by The Truth About the East Wind. Is it getting side-tracked if you’re trying to close off the track? To tidy up the room and shut the door? Either way: I realized that just a little push could get East Wind done, or done enough—out of my brain and into the world. Exorcised.
So I got it into rough shape and shared it with some beta testers on Friday night, then spent a bit of today working their feedback—which was nuanced and revelatory—back into it.
I also spent a bit of today monkeying with code. Part of East Wind’s presentation makes use of a Flash class that connects Flash to Javascript, and I just could not get it to do what I wanted. The solution turned out to be simple, but the point here is not to tell you about ExternalInterface—blearghhh—it is to tell you that I’m torn. I oscillate between thinking that spending so much time with code is dilettanteish and defocusing… and thinking that it’s a competitive advantage. I’m ultimately more inclined to believe the latter—as evidenced by the fact that I keep at it—but sometimes I wonder: If it’s really a competitive advantage, why aren’t I better at it?
Like a skilled musician saying that his competitive advantage is the pies he loves to bake. But the pies, they’re really not that great, you know?
Also this week: I signed on to do a very cool project with a very cool company! This is going to involve a lot of writing (and maybe a bit of design, too) over the course of the next four weeks. We’ll call this Project… hmm. I really need a database of content-less code-names. Okay, how about this: I’ll use Wikipedia’s list of rivers in Michigan. So this project will be Gogomain. I’ve done some outlining and sketching, but the first real day of Gogomain work will be tomorrow.
I’m really excited that Gogomain is primarily a content creation project—so it’s not just dishing out advice, or devising a plan for others to follow, but actually (simply) (concretely) making something.
“Actually.” That makes me think of the French word for news, which is my favorite: actualités! Also of Battlestar Galactica, and Commander Adama’s terse greeting: “Galactica actual.” He is the ship. Brrr; shiver of delight.
And actually, I’m going to rechristen Project Penumbra, because this new convention is way cooler. So now that’s Pilgrim.
Bits and pieces. I plan to post The Truth About the East Wind (sad that it never got a cool riverine code-name) sometime next week. Also next week: Remix Fund voting. A few more copies of the book need to go out. What else? It would not be a bad thing to devote a day to rethinking, reorganizing, and reprovisioning my office. It’s still reeling from Annabel Scheme warehouse duty. There are rubber bands and static-shield bags everywhere.
Gogomain. Pilgrim. Those are my twin foci right now; roughly speaking, the first gets the day and the second gets the night.
First weeknote complete! That wasn’t so hard.
So now that Annabel Scheme is done and released into the wide open world, what am I writing? I’m thinking about my work for 2010 in two parts:
Two more things:
That’s the plan. I’ve had a Scrivener doc bursting with notes for Project Penumbra for a while, but the first lines of a first draft hit the screen today. It felt good!
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Lighting one candle
with another candle—
spring evening.
Yosa Buson (1716-1783)